Photographer, Researcher. Advocate for A Bill of Human Rights and Responsibilities
About
For as long as I can remember, I had sensed this deeper part of my being very occasionally reminding me I had something quite specific to do. A purpose of some sort, always faint but always alive.
What that purpose was, I had no idea until that deeper part was ready to get to work. I somehow knew I had experienced what I needed to grow, and the mighty task ahead of me was to remove all the conditioning of my very fatigued mind, that said throughout my life I was worthless, hopeless and it was all my fault.
I needed to rebuild the foundations of my Mind and restructure my entire outer world.
At first I had no choice but to sit, and move very quietly. There was not a drop of space left inside my spongey and painful head. Yet here I sat, an exhausted and fragile shell, comforted by this great expansive knowledge pouring into my being, guiding my every step. I knew instinctively I had to bring my physical being into full alignment with my Spiritual being. To unite so that I moved freely as one.
It was a very painful experience, and the lessons felt hard. It also felt excruciatingly lonely. I kept wishing my future would be here now, to save me.
My eyes streamed for four years and longer, but slowly and surely all I needed came my way as I took responsibility for healing and restoring who I felt and wanted to be.
I would not be able to do this work today if it weren’t for all the valuable life experiences that taught me the full expansiveness of my worth, and that this worth, once hidden beneath my shaky nervous system and voicelessness is today my quiet super power for lasting change and hope in a world that is struggling to see its common humanity.
Growing my power, my ability to walk this earth with clarity, strength of Spirit and softness of Heart took much longer than I could have imagined. It was what I would call a strangely beautiful experience. A one off I am very glad never to repeat, but very necessary if I am to walk hand in hand with terrible suffering and the touch of love and forgiveness.
It is all too easy to unconsciously put our Selves down. To accept less, to work harder to please more, and remain disappointed and secretly confused about why we still feel wobbly, hopeless and bad inside. Undeserving has woven its shame into our collective psyche, without understanding how it got there, let alone being able to recognise this is what keeps us feeling diminished and small in our outlook.
The mind training page on this website touches on the lessons I had to learn. I had to fall hard so that I could crack open and meet my Self in the way I had always yearned. I’ve always felt my Spirit, my Soul. Words cannot really describe the waves of emotion that pour over me on a daily basis. To be able to feel so deeply is my gift, and to be able to see, hear and read light is an extension of that gift.
We use our gifts to meet the full worth of our Self. It is our joy and responsibility, because when we touch our own Hearts with great care and passion, we naturally touch the Hearts of others. It is how we create the world we all want to live in.
Without forgiveness we are not whole.
It is no secret I am passionate about the Uluru Statement from the Heart. It touches me deeply. If I can help grow our love and humanity for one another, then fear would drop away, and we would see our Indigenous Peoples as they truly are.
We are supposed to live in two worlds so that we feel whole.
This was my journey to unravel and make sense of. I would not feel my sense of belonging without the loving guide of my strong Spirit, my Soul.
Our Indigenous Peoples know who they are. They have no confusion about their sense of belonging or identity. They hold valuable knowledge, openly sharing generously and willingly, if only we would listen, and embrace with the same open Heart.
It will come. In time, when we learn the values of patience, generosity, gentleness, fearlessness and open-Heartedness. It will come and we will be a leading example to the rest of the world, guided by the oldest living culture and holders of knowledge and law.
What I do and know well
I talk about matters of the Heart.
The humbugs that skirt beneath the dusty cellar of our Mind.
I talk about Love. Its origin, its light infusing our veins all the time.
I talk about meeting our Mind.
Laying solid foundations rich in human frailty, beauty, courage and tenacity.
I talk about joining the dots of our own making with those whose permission we have constitutionally granted, at will, to ensure our proper care and protection.
I talk about being relational...
...values, valuable, valued.
And Listening.
Daring to courageously walk into the fog, to redirect our gaze.
To invite in a new stream of consciousness.
It can be said, we become a teacher of our hardest lessons. My spirit and my Soul were always there, communicating with me and it is what kept me so grounded throughout my most trying years. And yet, I still fell hard to teach me to trust my Spirit to feel my full human worth. And so this is what I now do. I help people understand how to connect so that they live happily in two worlds and feel at one with their Self. I want to share this foundational knowledge and to embed it Constitutionally into our way of thinking, so our society is safeguarded by a government who cherishes the human Spirit and the full worth of our children.
For many years I would often wonder why I didn’t belong,. Why I didn’t I fit in and why I was feeling lost and without purpose, asking my Self what it was I was good at? When I realised I was naturally living in a way that felt right and I was in the motions of living my purpose, I had to reconcile and forgive not only my Self, but a society that teaches us to feel far less than our full worth. But, like I said, this was my path to walk so that I had an expanse of experience, and inner knowledge to be sure I was grasping the whole of society’s dilemmas.
I am a social scientist at Heart. I have always wanted to make sense of our human condition and to express our humanity in a way that gives birth to new ideas and new ways of being, knowing and doing.
It is with responsibility and my privilege to serve humanity. My life is dedicated to continuing the practice so that I walk with a clear path untainted, ensuring my mind always sees it the right way up.